What you once thought was cute, does nothing to you now

You once liked that I needed you so much. You said you liked being wanted and missed. Now it just irks you.


You once praised me so much. You said "compliments are the glue in a relationship". The compliments have died in ours and when I do try to spark or ask one from you, I get accused that I am insecure or that I feel you're not doing enough. The thing is, I can feel you not interested a much anymore.

When I give you attention, you push me away. When I do my own thing you don't notice me.

This can go on for days.

I'm starting to get lines on my face. The same lines my mom has that I've been scared my whole life to get. Those lines she has between the brows from being angry all the time. I noticed mine and tried to make an angry face to see where my skin creases and that's when I noticed it's not from anger. It's from being so sad worrying and crying every night. That's when I realized that my moms aren't from anger, but from sadness too. I was wrong. Maybe my life will lead me to the same unhappiness that she's had her whole life. It worries and scares me. I can't help not crying.

You can't make someone want to spend time with you.
You can't make someone want you as much nor in the same way you want them.